One of the many reasons I love my husband

My husband creates randow songs for our furkids. Listen very carefully. LOL he would kill me if he knew I posted this.

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How can I keep her here for me?

I worry about my girl. I think god has been preparing me for her time to go. I don't want to think about it but the time is coming soon I think and it scares me so much. I love her so much, I don't want her to leave me. She is always in pain. How can I keep her here for me?

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Sometimes

Just sitting here reflecting on all the things I have had to endure in my short 27 years of life. It has been a lot!
A couple of broken hearts, loosing my brother, a divorce, a marriage, loosing my dad. And so many little things in between all those. Sometimes it is just too much to handle. I think I am fine for a while. Every once in a while it hits me.
I can't help but to think that many of my emotional and physical issues have to do with all of the crap I have had to deal with.
Why god is it so easy for some people and really hard for others. I don't get it. Of course then I start thinking about how lucky I really have it. Usually it can always be worse so you should be thankful for what you have, and what you did have.
But still. WHAT THE HELL>! I guess this is Jane feeling sorry for herself.

A Few of My Favorite Things

Mountain Dew Baja Blast
Only found at Taco Bell


Bounce Lint Rollers
Smell great, really gets the pet hair off and helps to prevent more pet hair from sticking


Graco Wooden Baby Gate
Changed my life, great for keeping pets in and out


Downy Lavendar and Vanillia Dryer Sheets
I love the way they smell


John Frieda's Frizz Ease Dream Curls
Works awesome for curly hair and doesn't make it "crunchy"


LG EnV2 Phone
My new cell, great for texting and has a lot of cool features


Infusium 23 Leave in Conditioner
works awesome for tangles and helps with frizz


Kirby Sentria
I freakin love my vacuum it works awesome and has a cool hard floor attachment so I never have to sweep again! Woohoo


Bath & Body Works Warm Vanillia Sugar Lotion
love it! smells good!


Adidas Sling Bag
works great for scootering, it's pink and it has a shock absorbing strap


Lysol Disinfecting Wipes
A indoor cat owner's must have!

The little things that bother me when i think about you

I still think you are home when I pull up to the house and see your truck there.
We threw away the food that you opened, it went bad
Quietness of the house. No TV
Getting rid of your things
Looking at your pictures when you were skinny and sick
The bad old days
Empty couch
You wanted to live
The dog is lonely
We all are

How are you doing?

I have been hearing that phrase a lot lately and I call it a phrase not a question for a reason. I don't think a lot of people that say it really mean it as a question it is more a statement just a phrase. Are you okay means, maybe I really don't want to know but I am making a statement by acting like I care, and maybe they do. But I don't think they really want to know the answer. Or maybe they are just expecting what everyone usually says. Like "fine" "okay" "hangin in there", but am I???!!!! No that's just what you say to someone that asks you that! Ugg.